First of all, thanks for all the friends that are always concerned about me living in KL, I can't say I really fine as usual, probably needed more time to adapt to this huge economic hub (or in another meaning, cold+scary city). I thought I only need a little bit of time to fit into the KL life, but in fact the duration seems to slightly prolong a bit ( just a bit, yup, be positive!!).
let me story what had happened since I moved to KL.
I started my KL life as a valueless intern at Maxis Berhad, I have been posting under the wing of HR and Talent Management (actually originally I am interning under talent management only, Talent office then merged with HR, Maxis really been through alot this year, CEO resigned, Promised next-to-be CEO ditched us and flied back to Netherland or Australia, Joint COO disappeared with silly excuse, a lot of senior managers turnovered, in short CRISIS!). To be frank, I should feel blessed with seems-to-be extra workloads, in real I don't even feel busy since I get into Maxis! everyday I am dealing with some monotonous documenting task, which initially I really have no idea why I am doing this, but later on after a short lunch with an experienced HR colleague, hehehehehe, now I know why, but not going to disclose it now, it is P&C!(hahahahah, HR people's privilege, everything is P&C)
I know so well that my low job satisfaction is due to the light workload and cold environment in Maxis! I must admit that I am a kind of people that required of stressful working pressure, and normal environment. I am easily shaped by the environment, if the environment is lazy, I might project myself like the casual me. I know when life gives you lemon, you need to make it lemonade. But I really too immersed in my shell lately, I covered myself with too much of protection, which somehow indirectly giving people a hint to not come close to me, but I just don't know the way to live in this monstrous, strange, new place, I am lost, thoroughly!
I planned a lot of things to do in the coming month, attend course at coursera, complete the required e-learning from Maxis, start doing my internship report, and buy the summarised MBA books to train up my business mindset!!
Beside of my internship life, everything is fine. I think.
it is okay to have a bad start, but I believe in myself, I will do my best to alter this situation.
Tomorrow will be a better day, as long as you really put in effort to change it!
p.s Emm..I don't know whether you are still reading my blog, but I really hope we can friend again, let the past be in the past, okay?
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